January 2011
Hitting my head against a wall
First off…the video I recorded today didn’t record right….so fuck it. You’ll get a video tomorrow.
So Chris’ birthday is Feb 24th and I’ll be spending my break from Alice with him…
but I’m also sending him a valentine’s day card…
I want him to send me flowers.
Well I better pack my bags. I’ll be super busy the next 2 weeks...
No vlog today
I’ve been recovering from last night all day….basically I got toooooo drunk for my own good.
I’ve spent the day on the couch getting caught up on my primetime tv (Where I spend my time during the week doesn’t have cable!! It gets to be so boring!)
So I’ve basically been a zombie today….
I woke up drunk, ate mcDonalds and drove to Flotown (still feeling...
I’m rely drunk. Shut Fu k men I told My ex. I love him. Fuck duck fuck du l fuck!!!!!’mm
This rehearsal is by far my favorite lol <3
And although I know that he is blind, still I say there’s a way for us <3
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DON’T HIDE YOURSELF IN REGRET JUST LOVE YOURSELF AND YOU’RE SET I’M ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY I WAS BORN THIS WAY
Dreams can come true <3
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To vlog or not to vlog
that is the question
What is the female version of freeballing?
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Just watched Joan Rivers: A Piece Of Work on Netflix…and it pains me to say that I’m afraid my life will mirror hers. I love Joan to pieces and would kill for the recognition she receives, but I understand what she means about knowing that this is all you’ve wanted to do from such a young age. Like you don’t have a choice. And the willingness to do anything.
Between that...
I hate that I love you so and that you can never know :(
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I know what I want for my birthday
A date with Chris.
A real proper date. Where he will ask me and everything. I want to be treated like a lady and get all dressed up. That is all I want. That is all I need.
How do I know I'm in Love?
I don’t care how I look anymore. Well I do care…I still dress nice and all, but I’m not going crazy over losing weight. I’m happy with who I am because he said he thinks I’m beautiful.
Every time I get a text message my heart skips a beat. And if it isn’t from him I get down a bit.
Hearing his voice automatically brings a smile to my face.
I keep planning...
